*sigh
I really cannot focus on anything right now. There are a lot of random thoughts in my head and a bunch to things I need to be doing. Everytime I begin a task or thought Iget distracted, confused, lost and start off on something else. It is so frustrating. I even tried to meditate like I used to do in this kind of situation but I just couldn't shut my mind off.
So instead of writing a blog about something actually interesting or working on my assignment, or doing housework I am sitting in front of the idiot box eating Nutella from the jar with a spoon!
I guess the only constant thing in my thoughts is my impending orientation into parenthood. I have for the most part avoided blogging about my pregnancy but in the last few weeks it has been bursting out of me. I guess because I am so close now (38 weeks) and I just want it to happen already.
I could be naive and say once thats happened it will be easier for me to focus- but in reality it will probably be harder given I will be caring for a whole other human being. Instead I will hope and pray that I become one of those Mum's who is highly skilled at multi-tasking!!!!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Foggy Focus
at 9:19 PM
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